A little thing called HOPE.

I remember when my husband and I had reached out lowest point this week so bad we did something that we have never done before, go to a church for help. Come to think about it we have done a lot of things that we never thought we will be doing just to get by. It's not easy either when you have kids. I thought we would be moving from my mother in laws house but that has changed. If it was just the both of us we would have left months ago but since we have kids it's just not that easy. And I think my mother in law knows that that's why she comes and does whatever she wants and we can't do much about the situation but just shut it and take it.
I usually don't say anything when mother in law comes in like a raging bull, yelling and screaming for us to get out. The reason is because I know I have a higher power on my side that's working for me. My husband knows this but tends to forget it when things get really tough. This is just my opinion you guys but I think men can be so wimping. I find myself doing a lot of things that never thought I could do and my husband seems to just give in too easily. I still love ya babe :). There are times though that we balance each other out during this trail.
I'm trying to figure out now what is the next chapter from here cause I plan on fighting back hard and with full force. Glory be to God!!