Really good day.

Today was a very good day may be it's because my mother in law didn't come and harassed my husband and I for rent money in front of our neighbors. I try to keep my kids out of it by staying in the room with them with the door shut. I know my 7 year old knows what is going on and doesn't say much but it might be one of the reasons why he acts out in school sometimes. We will move but money is very, very, very tight. I do understand where she is coming from but she knows that my husband and I haven't been very lucky when it comes to finding a job then on top of that she raises the rent on us and says she will give my husband and I with our three small children motel vouchers. This is very embarrassing and I know it's time to leave and give her the house back like she always says.
In my experience so far I would say a stranger will help you out first before your own family will. I try now to make it by myself, if there is something that I can't get I say forget it, I don't need it. And I just keep moving forward. I still love my relatives I just want to love them from a distance, a very long distance. In a strange way they make me stronger and make me push myself because now my life isn't just my life it's my kids lives too so I have to do better, better than better and that's fine with me. As I always say God has been very good to me and my little family and I can't wait to be able to repay the favour back to someone else. Goodnight y'all ;)